Life is busy

So, just incase you guys still check this, here's a life update

my sister is getting married and I have realized how little I ever thought about weddings before because I'm clueless with all this stuff, but I'm getting used to it
applications are taking so much of my time and effort...
money...oh yeah, that's right...all gone...
work...i'm exhausted today, ask me about it on a good day
the constant question...what is the next step...but i will find out soon
i want to visit everyone! i really do! how can i manage this...i may be in europe in may
i need to work more and make more money
a couple fun weekends coming up

how I'm feeling about california: 7
californians: 2.5
life: ?
i kinda feel like i'm the hide of a freshly skinned animal being stretched on those pegs to dry. how many more directions can my brain possibly move in at the same time?